I’ve noticed how much I try distance myself from people, I used to be so friendly before so happy and bubbly. Now its so different, I get so scared. Its hard trusting anyone with anything when in the past pretty much all those ‘friends’ let me down. The world is full of so much back stabbers, bitches, assholes, dickheads.. So if I push you away a couple times you can’t blame me. I just don’t want to be fucked over again.